ELLE Catwalk | Collections | Christian Dior | Spring/Summer 2010 | Collection | ELLEuk.com

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The tension.....

...is crazy!

I will not slit my wrists...

And I will not get all 'emo' and lie on my bed in the dark. But I just want to know...I want to know how you know if you are depressed? By which i mean, depressed to the point where it could become your profession? While all the other private schooled kids I used to write tests with and associate with have moved on to newer, shallow(er) horizons, why do I feel as though I have failed the transition? It's as though I was not made to be an adult. I have all the tools, and the resources, but skill I am lacking. Whilst in Vienna visiting my mother, I found that life was easiest when I was sitting in cinemas passing out on the armrests. The amount of movies I watched in order to escape reality was alarming. The cinema became my favorite hiding place. It was that, or resorting to crying myself to oblivion in the bathtub.

The thing is, i don't feel all, 'poor me, i am so sad', i feel 'stupid girl, get your shit together!'. I want to be those girls that know what they want and have gone for it, or are in the process of going for it.

I miss painting. I miss the times when all I would do was paint and sing and paint and draw. Now I wake up, i go to sleep, I eat, i wake, eat some more and pass out again in front of my laptop like some depressing 46 year old divorcee. And the thing is; I'm 20.

Lady Gaga + David LaChapelle Photo Shoot for The Fame Deluxe

They say I'm crazy
I really don't care
That's my prerogative
They say I'm nasty
But I don't give a damn
Gettin' girls is how I live...

Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Now now why don't they just let me live

Oh oh oh i don't need permission
Make my own decisions oh
That's my prerogative

That's my prerogative

That's my prerogative

That's my prerogative

love..love..love get busy

I love you Molly Gunn

Daddy’s little girl,
Paints the world with her magic wand,
Daddy’s little child,
Breathes new life to the morning time for me,
Though were apart,
Her thoughts follow me,
When she plays, molly smiles,
On a summer day, molly smiles,
A new day, molly smiles,

When I come home,
Molly’s smiles with the door,
Molly smiles and she radiates the glow around her halo,




...............

Daddy’s little girl,
Ties a ribbon around my heart,
Daddy’s little child,
Waves goodbye to the ocean tide...

why is everything so...boring?

WHEN THERE IS NOTHING LEFT TO BURN, YOU HAVE TO SET YOURSELF ON FIRE...


'Saturday Night
We look alright
We're going out
Boring.
Paris, France
Londontown
NYC
Boring.'



'Nothing thrills us
Anymore
No one kills us
Anymore
Life is such a chore
When it's….
Boring.'


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stuff to do?

me.
you?


"You're a groovy boy. I'd like to strap you on sometime!"

MUSE, LINDSAY, KATE AND DRUGS

so there's this new shoot for MUSE magazine and lindsay lohan is supposed to be kate moss, and this model petey wright is johnny depp and because three's company, one of madonna's back up dancers sofia boutella also plays a part in this photo shoot. it was photographed by the amazing Yu Tsai.

for more pics go here firecrotchella

Dear Dearest One...

Lately I've been feeling like this. With my dads' death, other stuff....

shit shit shit dirty disgusting twisted painful retching screaming dark dark frightening dying screeching agonizing dull dead dark dark darkness.

I'm tired of all of that; being followed by it everywhere; being unable to just 'relax'. When I almost died when I was 14, I was tired of feeling numb. I tried to open myself up to the world, but I became tired of fucking pity-parties. Don't pity me and don't save me. Don't even pay attention. Just leave me alone.

What happened to the days when love was just that. love. love is. that's all its supposed to be and it is the reason we are all here on this heartbreaking planet; and anyone who tells you otherwise is lying. Liar! Liar! Liar! People can lie to other people but they can't lie to themselves.

Sometimes I feel like a mass produced painting.

I used to have brightness in my eyes. And now it's gone. Everyday I feel it draining out of me, i feel my soul weakening and my body giving in. i feel myself withdrawing into a cage and shutting myself off. I feel my laugh get hollow.

i don't want a fucking white knight. I want a litre of vodka and some painkillers.

tears are never far.

Unsex me here.

The raven himself is hoarse
That croaks the fatal entrance of Duncan
Under my battlements. Come, you spirits
That tend on mortal thoughts, unsex me here,
And fill me from the crown to the toe top-full
Of direst cruelty. Make thick my blood,
Stop up th’access and passage to remorse,
That no compunctious visitings of nature
Shake my fell purpose, nor keep peace between
Th’ effect and it. Come to my woman’s breasts,
And take my milk for gall, you murd’ring ministers,
Wherever in your sightless substances
You wait on nature’s mischief. Come, thick night,
And pall thee in the dunnest smoke of hell,
That my keen knife see not the wound it makes,
Nor heaven peep through the blanket of the dark,
To cry ‘Hold, hold!’

He'll never guess it's your bleeding vagina...

Twilight Cycles from Brandon Routh

CLASSY!!!

ONLY IN MEXICO!!
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B L O G U E » Fucking Awesome Are Not, Really

B L O G U E » Fucking Awesome Are Not, Really


uuuuuuhhhhh....using homelesss people to sell clothing???

NOT F*CKING AWESOME. NOT AT ALL.

3OH!3 - STARSTRUKK ft. Katy Perry (Official Music Video)

HOW,DO I SAY I'M SORRY CAUSE THE WORD IS NEVER GONNA COME OUT NOW
L-O-V-E's just another word I never learned to pronounce

britney spears new video 'three'

...say what you will...but the crazy b*tch's got moves.

f*ck it all

I WANT TO BE THE GIRL WITH THE MOST CAKE.

Godric Dies Eric Cries True Blood 2x09 "I Will Rise Up"

Oh my God...for a moment, I thought i would start crying blood. This show, that I avoided for so long...turned out to be something far more profound than I expected.

When Eric cries and falls to Godric's feet......Sookie and Godric's conversation....Godric himself.....

'Are you very afraid?' says Sookie...and Godric replies, 'No, no; I am full of joy.'

**PLANTAIN**

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and i quote,
'Loosely based in New Cross, South East London, Plantain emerged from the shared vision of a close-knit group of 7 friends (Miles/Duval/Nordine/Damiano/Alex/Curtis/Jacob) from a variety of different backgrounds who decided upon the need to create a platform to project ideas and plans to effect culture and society through events or other initiatives. The intention is to bring exposure to both personal projects of Plantain members and their vast close and distant networks. The initial projects have succeeded in living up to the expectations of Plantain, bringing together a diverse and interesting mix of people of all ages. The outcome and feedback has been fantastic.'

fancy that!!

Finalized Version of Lady GaGa's 'Bad Romance' Arrives

Finalized Version of Lady GaGa's 'Bad Romance' Arrives

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Overheard at the Alexander McQueen fashion show,

"I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance"

Lady Gaga - LOVE GAME (live video) HQ

i.can't.take.my.eyes.off.this.woman.

huh.....

***VERSACE***

on Friday I turn 20....

...who cares?

SUICIDE BLONDE

The brief week when I was blonde before transitioning to purple...yeah...

GOOD GIRLS GO BAD!

I know your type
(Your type)
You're daddy's little girl
Just take a bite
(One bite)
Let me shake up your world



'Cause just one night couldn't be so wrong
I'm gonna make you lose control




I know your type,
Boy your dangerous,
Yeah, you're that guy,
That I'd be stupid to trust...



Oh, she got away with the boys in the place
Treat 'em like they don't stand a chance
And he got away with the girls in the back
Acting like they're too hot to dance

Your moment will run out cos of your sex chromosone.....

what you waiting for....

(my Ghost World graphic novel...ahem!!)

Sessilee Lopez!!

AAAaahh!!! Sessilee Lopez!! You of portuguese cuban and african american ancestry; how can one person be this beautiful??!! Sessilee, Sessilee; how can you even look in mirrors and not just stay in front of them?? Thank you for sharing your beauty with the world. Sessilee Lopez...I have no words.

You're a dream.

AUSTRALIA; THE BIGGEST LIE IN THE WORLD.

When one thinks of Australia, one thinks of sun, beach, surfing, beer; all in all, good times. But there is an Australia that nobody knows; If countries were animals, Australia would be a snake.

They are a racist disgusting people. We expect genocide to be something that is televised and made known to people so it may be stopped, but not in Australia. They have been slowly killing off the rightful owners of this beautiful country over time. Yes, you look at my country and you point at my president(I am Zimbabwean) and say 'Your president is a joke, your country is out of control'. But my president got tired of watching his people suffer. When you have been treated like an animal in your own country for so long, you are bound to snap. he took back from those people what was never originally theirs. The world continuously points fingers at the third world advertising 'This is not how to run a country!'. Then take your fingers out of our countries and stat looking at your own. Is Australia a prime example of how a country should be run??Mysterious deaths of its indigenous people the Aborigines?? Where are the raised eyebrows that should be ensuing??

WHY IS THIS OKAY????!!

THIS IS NOT OKAY; THIS IS WRONG!!! AND WHERE THE HELL IS THE REST OF THE SO CALLED 'FIRST WORLD' AND ITS FINGERS??!!

I AM DISGUSTED, I AM APPALLED AND I AM DEEPLY SADDENED.

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WATCH THIS AND OPEN YOUR EYES

BEAUTY.

LIYA KEBEDE BY PAOLO REVERSI.

BLACK OR WHITE?

Good ol' Blaxploitaion films....

I'm baaaaaack!!....

I am back from mourning the King. Though the kingdom shall never return to its former glory, we can all rest assured that attention was paid to this terrible loss. Now as we all return to our former lives, let us find pleasure in those small things that once amused us.

In times like these, I look to photos like this;



Don't judge me.


To each his own.

now, as you were.

I wanna rock with you....

"I don't care if Monday's blue
Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too
Thursday I don't care about you

It's Friday, I'm in love"

weed. mary j, dope, pot; DRUGS DRUGS DRUGS

Here's something to lighten the mood. I have no idea how it will work but I really do not want to keep thinking about.....you know,


I don't do zee drugs, I am zee drugs!!

♥

I always felt a bit like 'Dirty Diana myself'....

Farrah!!!

A Goddess lost...

Please God,

Save his soul......

"Look at me; I'm Sandra-Dee!!"

Rizzo was always the bees-knees.

Forget Sandy; I ♥ RIZZO

Must be a shark in the water...

This is what I love; a talented gorgeous girl.

GO V V!!!

I AM ON YOUR SIDE CHICA

HOT HOT HOT

I am totally and unconditionally in love with this band...because of this one song and video......what is wrong with me, I never usually go gaga over boys with guitars but this is different...They are like, men, I really like just forget everything else when I watch this video; I am completely drawn in...



Orlando Weeks, I will wait for you.....♥

Happy Father's day....

so, father's day came and went for me just like any other day. I don't like feeling sorry for myself or thinking that I deserve other people's pity either. Granted that I have never really known my father nor known him to anything that shows he truly cares for me, I have led a pretty charmed life. My mother is an ambassador, I have been private schooled, I am able to acquire all the things I want and need. I am blessed.

Madonna - Oh Father


That being said, it does not change the fact that yes, somedays I am filled with the last of my teenage angst and feel that if I had had him in my life, I would have been better/smarter/prettier/well-adjusted.

But then, as soon as I get these thoughts in my head, I stand up, I pull myself together, and I remind myself of one thing;




I AM FABULOUS.

we will never forget...